Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Very quick update!

I am going to make it very short. Its hard for me to do since short is not a word I am used to, but today I have no choice. I appologize for not posting any more follow up videos. I have been through a loooooooooot. My body and mind are totally working agianst each other. I have been back to feeling dysfunctional. I did change doctor and he put me on bunch of medications which I am not crazy about. He put me on zoloft, beta blocker valium and acid reducing drug. He diagnosed me with CFS, IBS and panick attacks. I started taking meds but it is not helping. Now I am simply chronickly fatigued, in pain and constipated. I thought diarhea was bad, oh boy! Constipation sucks! As far as food is concerned I havent been eating much. No appetie of late. Oh, one more thing. My friend's wife recently passed away at the age of 34 from cancer. It was simply beyond comprehension. I think the funeral made my body even more freakish. I dont know. But I pledged to stop eating eating after 8 pm in her memory. It had been the hardest thing for me to do, that is stop eating after 8 since I go to bed at around 2 am. But I decided to do it and so far I kept it.


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I'm so sorry to hear about your friend's wife. That's tragic.

I don't know how possible this is but I really think you ought to see a good integrative physician - someone who combines the best of conventional and natural medicine. It concerns me that you're being asked to take multiple medications that are primarily intended to address symptoms - not the causes of your current health situation.

Please ask around and see if there's someone near you that you can see for a second opinion.

Life can be very challenging, my friend. I know this all too well. But at the end of the day, we all have choices to make.

Option #1: Life is hard so I'll hurt myself to cope with it.


Option #2: Life is hard but I'll fight to make the most of it and not contribute to my own demise.

Option #1 generally leads to a life of missed opportunities and heartbreak for ourselves and those that care for us.

Option #2 doesn't ensure a successful outcome but it improves our odds. At the very least, it allows the satisfaction of knowing that we tried - really tried. That's some sort of victory in and of itself.

I wish you all the best and I only hope for good things for you and yours. Please be kind to yourself and make the most of what you've been given.

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Thank you Harry! Your opinion is always so dear to me. I, out of all people, do not like to take meds but I must act to calm my body. And meds help big time. And God willing in atime due I will have enough wiseness, strenght and conviction to go a different route such as meditation, relaxation technique and proper breathing. But right now I seem to be overwhelmed.

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