Saturday, January 28, 2012

Where there is a will there is a way! God, I need your help!

I fell off again and hit the rock bottom yet again stuffing my face in junk. I have been eating my worries away. I don't know how I let it happen so fast. Addiction is a horrible disease. Before I knew it a week pass by , then another one and now I am back to 275 from 260 few weeks ago. I have had a hate and love relationship with my scale. I need to completely disassociate myself from scale and concentrate fully on eating for health. I owe it to myself, my family and my Mom! I promised it to her and she never thought I would deliver. And I didn't when she was still here but I have to do it. I am pushing 40, a very dangerous age for a man. My body was forgiven but how long can it forgive my abuse??? I must change!

3 comments:

Anne H said...

They say we change when we get sick and tired of being sick and tired.... It takes a long time for some of us to reach that "rock bottom!
You are getting there - take heart!

Vadim said...

Thanks Anne!

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